Feeling Feelings 25

BY A NOT SO FAMOUS AUTHOR

 Inspired by the saying  no pain  no gain  and written while listening to One Republic 

As my thoughts drifted aimlessly, it stumbled upon a frightful scene my mind long forgotten. 

What? 

Where?

When?

Why?

Setting the present aside, I questioned what I had done and why I had done it.

This sickening feeling whisked me away to the moments where I had felt small. 

A four letter word that math could not quantify.

A concept logic could not understand. 

The pain cleaved my heart in two as my mind vaguely remembered why I fell. 

Inexplicable reasons. 

Mismatched pieces that were never meant to fit. 

Humbled by my heart, I crumbled under the weight and I wept. 

Swimming across a sea of sadness until I saw the shore. 

Allowing the warmth of laughter to give me strength, I picked up the pieces. 

I pushed forward. 

I gained momentum. 

When the present swept away the past, I smiled.

I had gained so much from the pain. 

I had learned. 

I had grown.